Monday Oct 24/05

This picture was taken on Tammy's birthday at the restaurant....Rob is so tall ...
I worked this morning ...however i met my friend Sue for lunch and that ended the workday for me ...good thing i have a flexiable work shedule otherwise i would of been fired ages ago...Sue is so too funny and so very truthful about life in general ..We both have the same goal and thats to live in the moment and stop lying to ourselves and to people around us nomatter what...its tough especally if u have had to lie about everything in your life perviously ...in my case i had to lie to be able to survive my abusive childhood ...and that only set me up to continue the lies as a adult ...Finally i am able to see the light and try very hard to be truthful and it is certainly a process ...painful most times ...and sometimes just plain uncomfortable ...I find that to avoid lying i omit sharing anything too personal with most anyone because then i will have to explain far too many private memories and experinces...I keep to myself too much ....i know its all a process but it is lonely at times...i am so thankful for my close friends like Sue ...anyways thats my thoughts for the day...